Holy crap! I’m about to be a dad. You would think this fact would have hit me by now, but just lately it has rushed over me like a rogue wave. We’ve been so focused on protecting this pregnancy we haven’t had time to think about the next phase. It seems very surreal even now.

It’s freaking me out a bit. I’ve taken care of kids a few times. I’ve even changed a few diapers. But suddenly I realize I don’t know what the heck I’m doing, and now I can’t leave when the explosion of scent occurs.

I guess there’s nothing that could truly prepare you to be a parent. It’s something you must learn as you go. You draw from your experiences, seek the wisdom of those around you, then you apply as necessary.

In just a matter of days I will be responsible for two lives. Despite the anxiety that obviously brings, I’m stoked.